New blog. Got sick of this one. Just add me, please. I won't make another one, I promise. I really like this new one ( Read more... )

Holy fuck...............I just read the article. Ended up skipping out the afternoon, and curled up in bed soon after I got home. Fell asleep, slept until 7:30 or so. Woke up, went downstairs to grab a drink...and that's when I saw the paper.

I can't believe she was just left there to die. How could someone.....I can't...I just...gah. >.< I still ( Read more... )

I'm so scared (Going away).
I can't stand what's going on (It's going away).
We all crumble (It's still gonna go away).
(It's still gonna go away).
We crumble under pressure (pressure).
Pressure (pressure).
I can't go living on...

holy fuck. i'm so....dead. i can't even..i just. ugh. >.< i don't fucking know...everything just seems really ( Read more... )

I was just laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, and I started thinking. There are so many things I want to accomplish. So many goals that I have, that I'd like to actually achieve, that I'd like to make a conscious effort to achieve. Where to start? Well, I decided that I should first type them up so I can physically outline what I want to do ( Read more... )

Wow..what a messed up last couple of hours. +sigh+ Erik just left..he called around 11:30ish and woke me up, then came over. Was here for a bit, we talked...hugged, cuddled. I finally got up the courage to tell him about last night, and I did. He just kept telling me how much he loves me, and that he'll always be there for me..he'll stick with me ( Read more... )

i did it tonight..i've had an unbelievably strong urge for almost a week now. i finally caved. >.<

i don't even know what pushed me over the edge. should i feel ashamed or relieved? regretful or calm? god, i don't know anymore. i'm sorry. fuck.

omg i love him so so much. i really do. i just...god. i love him. i love you erik.

and yes, that's all i can say right now. god, i miss him already..

i want to spend eternity in your eyes..

i never knew it could hurt this much, that it could hit this fucking hard.

cleaning my room, came across cosmo's old leash, collar, and a couple of his toys that i've kept. his favourites. i came across some pictures too..


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Bah...so yes, it's 11:30 or so in the morning, and I'm up. Bloody miracle, if ya ask me. I like sleeping in on holidays, but my mum got all pissy at me last night..so I got offline at 1, and then just hung out in my room for a bit, before crashing on my bed ( Read more... )

Heh yeah...it's christmas morning.
MERRY CHRISTMAS, Y'ALL!!
HOLY SHIT. Haha..didn't even realize until my mum told me. O.o Woke up and stumbled out into the hallway, said g'mornin to mum, went to the bathroom etc..then layed back down in bed. My mum came back and was all 'MERRY CHRISTMAS!!' and then I remembered. Bahaha..stupid wizzy. So I jumped ( Read more... )