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I wish he would just come get his stuff. Seeing it is nothing but a reminder. As stupid as it may sound, and I know it does. I do miss him. I still love him very much. I just wish this wasn't so hard. I left him a message about getting his stuff but he won't call back. He thinks if he does it is a sign of weakness. He ALWAYS waits for me to do ( Read more... ) -
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So, he keeps tabs on me by reading my live journal. Why does he care? He cheated and then tried to blame ME. Oh, sorry I was grieving and went through some serious depression. Half of which he cost me because of how he treated me. He doesn't feel I have a right to grieve over Mark. Sorry, I will always feel responsible for him taking his own ( Read more... ) -
Might be coming back
Most my entries in here are friends only or private. That way I can keep tabs on things. I went back and reread things I had said and I am really questioning why I am still with David. I am stupid as hell. He is one of the most selfish people I know. He feels to be my equal I have to let him control. THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN ( Read more... ) -
MOVED!!
I am finally moved into the new place. Pretty much everything done. Time to relax now......sigh....nice -
I don't understand (sorry so long)
Sorry this has turned into a book...but I do appreciate those who take time to read this.....and comment for those of you who do ( Read more... ) -
How does an Ovary just disappear?
About 2 months ago now I went to the ER because I knew my cysts were back. I have always had trouble with ovarian cyst. I knew it had to be a good size because if I let my bladder fill up it would hurt like crazy ( Read more... ) -
Can anyone help???
Ok...I am not one to ask for help or money BUT.....my mother died 6 years ago this coming Monday. That year happened to be on Easter Monday. This year my step father died ON Easter. No real love loss with him as he was abusive to my mother. He was the reason I really didn't know her ( Read more... ) -
My hero for the week
My brother is so my hero this week. He came from where he lives. Which is like a two hour drive to come put new brakes on my car. Well he showed me how to do it. You know what? That shit is pretty fucking easy. I can do that shit myself. He is so my hero. THANK YOU, JOSH ( Read more... ) -
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I took my sister home today. She came down for the weekend to look for a place to live. She has met and became engaged to a guy from England. He seems pretty nice. I talked to him for a few minutes. I just think they should meet before moving in together and getting married, but hey. That is on them. I just hope she is happy and things work out ( Read more... )