i know i know ive been neglecting this thing for a while now... a lot has happened...im going to Atlantic Technical Center to get my cosmetologys license so no more douglas for me...stupid school with stupid people...and no i didnt drop out im still enrolled at douglas but i just dont have any classes cuz i did all that shit last year :) umm i ( Read more... )

Different day, same shit. Work wasnt good...i made no tips...and i dont work for the next 3 days...what am i suppose to do? i dont have enough money to buy me marijuana for the next 3 days! I have to learn to CONSERVE! I'll be okay with no weed for a day or two right?????? I'm so bored and so tired...i made a deal with my dad i'd stay in 2 nights ( Read more... )

sooo its summer now..im unofficially outta high school..never have to do school work again...and no i didnt drop out...i got a new job...sorta new..im working back at rotelli's but now im a server too...so im making big bucks...awesome :) my sisters boyfriend moved in which means his bong moved in too...hehe...yea thats about it for the short ( Read more... )

If anyone is looking to buy a Von Dutch hat, any color, for $35 let me know...i got that ;)

oo you know what i just realized...my roots are bad in all of my lj pics...not cool...my roots are really bad right now...so not cool ( Read more... )

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i just need to vent..theres too much happening at one time and i just feel completely horrible and empty and just lonely and i just feel like ive done everything wrong and i feel torn and broken and lost i feel like ive hurt everyone i love and let them down...i feel like scum..maybe cuz i am scum im a hypocrit and god do i love him im sorry for ( Read more... )

Sooooooooo ive hit some important forks in the road these past few weeks...i have to decided on school...i think im just going to get my cosmotologys license next year...or maybe i should stay in school since i cant spell...ehh and now...supercuts sucks...corporation took over and eliminated the receptionist position...soo i got layed off..fuck ( Read more... )

yea well i havent updated in here in a whillllleeeeeee ive just been reading everyone elses posts and too damn lazy to write my own....im still recoverying from a extremly bad case of tonsilitis. i lost almost 10 lbs...i still cant really eat anything...i havent been able to eat anything in the last 4 days and keep it down...today i was actually ( Read more... )

well well well...i havent done this in a while...ya know just sit at the computer...not worrying about anything or anyone...listening to music... ive forgotten how relaxing it is for me its another escape from reality besides drugs ( Read more... )