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Do you ever notice how the mascara streaks my cheeks?
I have
Its because of the words you send to me and the way you make me feel
They are for us to know and for us to feel
I long for the days we will spend locked in our room tangled in the sheets
No sleep

If it were up to me it would be forever

Forever is now a reality
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 Oranges is gone. Just gone. He isn't here anymore and I can't even do anything to get him back. At least if he had run away I could do anything to find him and get him back. But I can't save him where he is now. I may be selfish, I do not know, he could have been in so much pain before and I didn't even know it, and now he's at peace. I kind of ( Read more... )

 never the same

 it's a quarter past ten on a sunday
and when it can it gets to you
Days pass like molasses
But before you know it it comes to an end

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Sick from the pit of my stomach
wrenched up from my gut
i can't stand the way it feels 
when the knots turn into stone

 if i choose to go on vacation where should it be?
i have the whole world to choose from
you would think that it would be easier
this is the time to take advantage of whats out there
tomorrow i may not get to know or go
i could experience oktoberfest with the best of them
or take  the road to rome
maybe i'll head out east
or just stick to my continent
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 if a boy likes me a lot
and starts getting real nervous
and suddenly begins asking me funny questions
and looks sad if I give the wrong answers
and he says things like,
"Do you think it's going to rain?"
and I say, "It beats me,"
and he says, "Oh,"
and looks a little sad
at the clear blue California sky,
I think: Thank God, it's you, baby, this time
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 i want to make you better, i want to fix you and make you happy. its the little things that go wrong if your day that i want to fix but just can't cause i'm not there with you. hopefully your day picks up and i'm able to talk to you later to hear about it. easier said than done but just try and push away the bad to make things better, i should ( Read more... )

i am happy. lately things have been looking up and i feel as though i have control on most things. Christmas went well until I felt as though i was dying from the inside out and oranges got sick. I got better and Oranges is doing good, he is still a sick little kitty but he is on medication that seems to be helping him ( Read more... )