My ne LJ is
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( And Schmirnoff Dreams )

I want to return
To that moment that is all I want.

I can't recall a thing.
But my heart burns regreting my stupidity
Sorry can't contain the sorrow my heart feels

Plans for this year on new years day looked promising. That just proves the theory that appearance is not everything. This last month has been fucking hell. It has made me question everything time and time again. Not question my faith, but rather my emotional strength. Let me start from the beggining, and I'll try to keep it short ( Read more... )

I don't know how much longer I can take being single.... I am tired of waiting for someone, and tired of searching. Why the F is it so difficult to find a real person. Rather a person that knows of my existance. Life sucks, love sucks, being me sucks. Goddddddamn it all to hell.

I need your prayers, for my father. I cannot think of what to do right now. My dad just shot his right hand, on accident. There's blood all over the kitchen, he's in the hospital, after i drove him and my mom. I came back to clean, and I broke down. Not because of the blood, but because it is my dad's blood and flesh all over. I am scared, I couldn ( Read more... )

My grandpa passed away this morning at 6am. He passed quietly, and happy. He was in my grandma's arms. The love of his eternity ( Read more... )

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( Yeah, last night was fun.... Trying to find hobos to throw twislers at. That's a good time, and you may call it mean, but we were just handing out food in a sense..... )

My family is arriving... I think they think I don't know that my grandpa has very little days left ( Read more... )