So my aunt, uncle, and cousins are here from Ireland, its really good to see them again. Their trying to get me to go over there for a lil bit and I must admit its very tempting and I might very well take them up on it. Had family portraits today, *argggg* to much going on at one time... anyways, going to see my friend Anna in a couple of days, ( Read more... )

Wow, I knew Christmas was going to be hard but I didn't realize it would be this hard. So I'm sitting here in my dad's living room with his side of the family, and I just am not into it, I have no christmas spirit. I know that I should but I just can't make myself enjoy the holiday. I don't know, I'm so happy to see everyone and to finally meet ( Read more... )

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so yea, today was a bad day. Ive been holding too much inside and I just completely broke down tonight... I hate crying but I can't seem to keep from doing it. I start work on MOnday, fun times. I can't wait for next weekend. I get to see a whole bunch of my friedns who I haven't seen in a while...Ginny, Joey, Andy, etc... then in January I get to ( Read more... )

so yea, im most likely going to spending most of my time in god old Fairfax, much shoter drive to work then from Culpeper. anyways, miss you all. If anyones up in this area anytime leave me a message and maybe we can get together. anyways gotta go....have to drive my friends brotehr to guitar lessons.....driving stick shift...uggg....todays only my ( Read more... )

hey all, got a job at Morton's Of Chicago across from Tysons Corner Mall. $10 an hour....yea me. Spnding the day in Fairfax with my friend ging to go out or something tnight, not sure yet what were gonna do, anyways. Loves to all.

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So almost have all my x-mass presents done...for my family i am making little memory boxs which will have a picture of Patrick in them, its the only way I can share with them the joy Patrick bought to my life... not sure what Im doing for other poeples yet....any ideas?? what do you guys want ( Read more... )

OK so HOw am I supposed to get through this?! I thought I was doing well, then I had a flashback last night and I broke down...Ive been crying for 4 hours and I realized Ive been denying that it happened in a way. BUt I dont know how to deal any other way. Ive always just put stuff on a back burner, not really delt with the painful things in my ( Read more... )

so today is a bad day...1 month...hung out with two old friends, mike and henry. it was good to see them and they helped keep my mind off of what today is. Thanksgiving, was....ok... i had a flat tire and then ran out of gas all within 3 hours of each other...go figure. I dunno, I mean I know I have alot to be thankful for but lately it has been ( Read more... )

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