so here i am in home sweet home Virginia...its wired being back...im only here till new years then its back to good ole Kentucky. I miss it in kentucky belive it or not...its beautiful there. anyways. depression sux. i took myself off the medication they had me on and im struggling but I know I'll make it through this, I have to for my son. I ( Read more... )

today was hard...I had to relive that night...every death on post starts a CID investigation...investiogation was "closed" but they needed my mom and my statements....I don't know where I found the strength to go there today and do that but I did. They won't be able to release the blanket and clohing they took until the medical examine report ( Read more... )

so Shuans untit is "ordering" him to kick me out of my house and start the paperwork. Not that I dont want the divorce but I mean HELLO!!! We just buried our son! Can we please have some time to process this and begin to grieve??!! Oh and sending a grieving soildier back into war?? who came up with that bright idea?? not only is he a hazard to ( Read more... )

Mommy’s Little Angel ( Read more... )

Mother Mary, I give my Patrick into your care. You gave us your only son and I now give you mine. Protect him and hold him until I can once again hold him in my arms. Tell him Mommy loves him and that I thank him for the love and joy he gave me during his short life. Amen ( Read more... )

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does it ever get better???!!! stupid question I know, I know it will...someday....I also know I'll see him again one day, but right now it hurts so damn mch. And I ant to be mad at God for taking him away from me but ai can't be cause God is the only thing getting me through this without completly shutting down..came pretty close 2day...Talked to ( Read more... )

I can't thank all of you enough for your support and prayers. It means the world to me. I love you all. Please pray on Tuesday Nov. 1st as we will be having the funeral mass on that day. Again, tahnk you all. and I love you

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*SCREAMS* why why why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????? I know that God has a reason for everything but right now I can't believe or understand why God would do this to anyone! My little Patrick, my blessed little Angel was taken away from me....he had just come home,...then he was gone....They don't know what it was..they say either ( Read more... )

www.jsmc.org/ohbaby under new arrivals Patrick Bertram Gill