There aren't even words to describe this kind of irony.  On one day over a year ago, I made 3 decisions. 2 of which turned into bad news. One of which I'm still paying for. Since the moment it happened I've been questioned as to why I did it, but I always tried to see the best. It's just a shame it took so long for me to realize; what I thought was ( Read more... )

Death certainly puts things into perspective.

One minutes you think that the most pressing issues in life are the jobs you hate, your pathetic bank account balance, your good friends not talking to you, or a boys you like not really knowing you're alive.   Everything changes when you get that un-expected phone call.

Hate comes in whispers, not angry yells ( Read more... )

I can't even remember the last time I cried this hard. The almost throw up kinda cry.

how. did. this. happen.

srsly.

ANGER!

and all the other words that mean the same thing.

So, this is my life taking a completely overwhelming turn. It's not good or bad, though. Which is so weird to deal with ( Read more... )

You know how sometimes you just know something is coming when you meet someone... You just know.

Yeah, that's right now.  :nods:

Oh yeah, I had an amazing birthday week/weekend.

YAY.

I turn 22 tomorrow.

Isn't that special?

Yes, I know it is.

Hmmmm ( Read more... )

It amazes me sometimes how selfish some can be. I have never really known what it was to be completely self centered, and unwilling to compromise. The simplest thing to be done, can turn into the hugest burden that someone will refuse to take on. I've spent so much of  my time defending you, and your actions, so much time searching to find reasons ( Read more... )