umm...let's see wut's been goin on wit me. Been kinda bored. Had a grage sale 2day. Sold sum shit. Went 2 the eye doctors my eyes r better! I don't need my glasses nemore!!! oh yea. Got 2 spend a lil bit of time wit Ryan. It wuz nice. I really didn't get 2 spend time wit him tho. We were suppose 2 watch Mystic River, but Ryan left. Britt M & ( Read more... )

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Ryan still hasn't called me. I wuz hopin 2 hear 4rm him by now. :-( I miss him so much. I feel so disappointed/worried. I dunno, it's just a reg. weekend. But the fact that he's 6 or 7 hrs. away makes a HUGE difference. It's like I kno if I need him, he's not a phone call away. If I'm not wit Ryan, I'm talkin 2 him & I haven't seen or heard 4rm him ( Read more... )

I'm sad! Ryan left this morning 4 Pennsylvania. I miss him already. I love him so much. I went over 2 his house yesterday. His mom had my family over 4 dinner. It wuz fun 4 the most part. I loved spendin time wit him! He's goin 2 go visit wit his ex gf. Actually they picked her up in Vermillion on their way down there. I dunno. I don't really ( Read more... )

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Been kinda cranky lately. Yesterday mostly. Yesterday I went 2 Ryan's aunt & uncle's house 4 lunch (i guess). I got 2 see their lil kids! They r so cute! Then we came back 2 my house & had pizza. Then the gurls sat around a fire. FUN! I wuz kinda mean. Me & Ryan got in a fight & threw crusts at each other. it wuz fun none the less. I dunno. Even ( Read more... )

been doin alot of thinking. Gettin myself really depressed. I dunno. I've had so much fun lately. But it's just my way of not dealing wit things. Me & my cuz had a talk bout how much we miss ppl that have past on. And I miss them so much. It hurts 2 look back. I have so much anger & sadness built up. It's hard 2 except the fact that I'll never see ( Read more... )

umm.. let;s see. Tuesday we were suppose 2 go bowling, but my mom wouldn't let me, so my cuz came over & spent the night. Then we went shoppin the next day & then I spent the night over her house last night. we stayed up til 4:30 or so talkin bout diff. stuff. We called Ricky at like 3:30 & we had a sex talk wit him lol. just like old times. It ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. I dunno like an hr & a half ago I got this really bad stomachache & then when I went 2 get up I felt lightheaded & dizzy. Pluz I had this terrible headache. It sucked. Cuz it made me real bitchy ( Read more... )

I got up early 2 go 2 church then I called ryan & he wuz like were not going! So i talked 2 him 4 a lil bit & then went back 2 bed. I wuz lookin forward 2 seeing Ryan! BUT NO! they don't wanna go 2 church. w/e. I have notin 2 do 2day. GRR!! Mayb I'll see if Monica wants 2 go up 2 the portfest. That might b fun! hmm... I want 2 go see my lil cuz' ( Read more... )