Oh my gosh, I'm so totally psycho.  I feel like crying right now, because I have to say goodbye.  I'm kind of wondering where the street changed and I wasn't in control anymore.  Has this ever happened to me before?  So I'm completely won over...  If the feelings aren't mutual, I can get over it, right?  Of course, but that would suck.  Clearly, ( Read more... )

I was feeling a bit worried that I had been offensive earlier today, and my thoughts had been with that idea for the remainder of the evening.  I'm feeling better now, and will go to sleep peacefully.

Good news here, bad news there...  I suppose I'm stuck out here.  I mean, not that I was in any hurry to get OUT of here, but I kind of was looking forward to a refreshing start away from some of the things I've been trying to escape for quite some time (as in like, 2 years).  Sometimes I feel like I have more than 2 parents, with that extra " ( Read more... )

I haven't slept this late in a long time...  I kept kind of waking up, but deciding to sleep more so I could carry on with the lovely dream I was having.

In this dream, I was living at my old house in Clarkston, GA (a common setting for my dreams is living in an old house), and there were like, hundreds of people over for this great party my ( Read more... )

Back to the books today!!!  So sleepy this morning, and I was really wishing that I hadn't slept those extra 10 minutes, because then I could've swung by Starbucks on my way to school to get some coffee.  Instead, I was chugging a bottle of water trying to get that "stomach eating itself" feeling that I get every morning to go away.  Class was fun ( Read more... )

What a freakin' lame night at work. Not busy enough, not enough money, and I didn't even have a good time like I usually do. I'm so glad I don't have to work next Friday.

My whole life has been a huge learning experience.  It seems as though I spent most of my time learning about other people, and now it feels like I'm learning about myself.  Recently I've found qualities in myself that I never knew I had, and unfortunately they are BAD qualities.  I feel more and more devious and deceitful than I ever have before, ( Read more... )

Well, it is already 1:22 in the afternoon, and I have only just woken up.  I surprised myself, because I generally don't sleep past 9 or so...  Now I've only got a couple of hours before I have to get ready for work, and even then I don't really have a whole lot to look forward to, because I'm stuck working with the mega-bitch tonight.  I certainly ( Read more... )

I've GOT to pull myself away from this computer. I'm such a loser.

It has been so cold and rainy today...  It puts a serious negative swing on my mood, and I also feel like the laziest piece of s#!t.  If I can ever pull myself away from my computer, which is always what keeps me from doing productive things, I'm going to start knitting a scarf for myself.  Laura taught me how to knit one late night at her ( Read more... )