So it has been a while. I came home for fall break. Maybe when I go back to college I will keep posting. Maybe. My mom is really really disappointed with me right now. I can't say I blame her. I told her about Jeremy. She basically said she didn't want me with a 28 yr old with a kid and cried. She then said she can't do anything to stop me. It ( Read more... )

Today was very eventful. I got 3 hrs of sleep last night. I had to wake up at 7 and be ready by 8 to go to Lubbock where I had an eye appointment, blood work that had to be done, and a dermatologist appointment with my brother. So we get to Lubbock early so I get into the eye dr. early and leave to go get blood work where Stephen didn't follow my ( Read more... )

It has been a year today. I love you. I miss you. I went to the grave today. The flowers in the graveyard were all gone. I knew I didn't belong. There is no right to heal the wrong. I'm sorry. I still think about it a lot. When there is nothing to occupy my mind, it does. I took a walk at 7 a.m. and cried the whole time. After that I tried to dance ( Read more... )

Okay so yesterday was my 18th birthday and it sucked hardcore. When you turn 18 and still live at home nothing changes. So happy freaking birthday. But Lauren called me right at 12:00 so it made me happy! We discussed how your 18th birthday will always suck. So needless to say my birthday sucked. Today however was wonderful! I had to wake up at 5: ( Read more... )

So tonight has been very good. It was so bad it was wonderful because I know it can't get any worse. One of my friends finally opened up to me and it was very nice. I know that it just means he is hurting but it makes me feel good. I know thats really messed up for me to say that. But I have learned over the last week it's always the best policy to ( Read more... )

I haven't written since camp...and I have so much to say. Camp was absolutely wonderful! I got the most adorable group of kids. It was a really diverse group I had the sweetest girl going into the 6th grade and I had a girl going into the 11th grade. I also had kids from NM, CO, and TX. I had a girl in my group named Shelby and she was so cute she ( Read more... )

Courtney luffs Samer more than anyone in the world...even more than Al. Samer never asked Courtney on a date...so therefore Courtney could not reject him. Courtney doesn't like it when Samer is mad and not sweet to her... :( I luff you Samer.

Tonight was weird. Tonight I wasn't the center of attention, and I didn't like it. It is 1:05 and I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow for my last camp week. I have a jr. high group so I am pretty excited. Clint is going so I have to make sure not to let anything bad happen to him or Reagan. I went to see my grandpa today and got really depressed. I ( Read more... )

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