it's sad

[courtneyc_izme]

i have to turn back to this crazy online journal that no one reads because i don't have anyone to talk to. my boyfriend has convinced himself that everytime he talks, we fight. so he has resigned himself to not speak to me. we live together, which presents quite a problem considering i'm sitting approximately 4 feet from him as i have been for the

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[fallaxfelicitas]

... Yeah, i'm still here, whether you like it or not ;).

I'm pretty sure you still have my cell phone #, but if not, just comment whenever.

As for the living situation, honestly i wouldn't bother getting down about it. Just live you're life as you see fit, if he decides to be a postive part of it, then all for the better. So long as you know you've learned from your mistakes, and from the mistakes of others, there's no point in having to try and prove it. Otherwise, it's amazingly not that hard to live with somebody, and never have to say a single word, or really even interact with them.

[ben_skellington]

i could just give you a bunch of stock, empty advice, but that would be lame. remember that inner peace and enlightenment can be reached by one's-self, and there are a lot of things you can find out about yourself when you're alone. maybe small consolation, but hey, that's how i roll...

[winkie640]

I'm truely sorry to hear that, Court. I hope things pick up soon.

[laviedamanda]

It is quite amazing how we never appreciate people until they're gone. But you can't stop every time it happens and fill yourself up with regrets, or you'll end up trivializing most of your life.

I really hope that things work out with this guy, which may sound kind of superficial of me since I've never met him, but it's true. People are rooting for you Courtney. They always will!

- Amanda

[ss475]

One only has to pick up a phone. I'm still here for you.