but i'm not. i have a ton of stuff to do, and yet i'm wasting time on the internet...what else is new...
i'll be in tally on sunday night to unload my stuff into my new place. and then i'll be in rockledge monday night for jury duty...
as it draws closer it only gets harder

why do the most imperfect people think they are flawless? i'm so tired of his mouth. after a super relaxing few days away from jacksonville, i am yet again here, and hating it. on a totally unrelated note who gets jury duty in the middle of the summer? wtf. anyway i'll be in brevard around june 5th so they can ultimately not pick me cuz i'm not at ( Read more... )

how people you don't think mean anything to you, actually do. and people you think mean the world to you, don't at all. i need to sleep...i feel like a zombie

i will not be visiting the brevard area this weekend, and probably not the orlando one either. but tallahassee residents i will more than likely be over your way bringing my first load of goodies to my new apartment so hit me up...i should be in town by like 9pm on saturday till monday :)

i wish my old roommate would actually pay the utilities he owes me so i wouldn't be so poor. had to stay sober on the off chance that he would actually call me after work to meet me and give me the money as previously discussed...which isn't happening, and now i'm pissed ( Read more... )

im drunk again. pathetic i know. i talked to an old friend for an hour os so easrlier, which was nice, and my neighbor is back so that's awesome. although we were drinking together, which is probably the worst possible thing i could be doing right now. it's only making things worse. i'm going to bed...if i can even sleep...h

i hate myself sometimes...and i'm thoroughly confused...my throat is hoarse from yelling...i don't think i've ever said anything remotely close to as hurtful in my entire life as i have today. but i'm not sorry. i can't be. he fucking deserves it, and while i won't say it was revenge, he just needed to hear what i had to say. for once. in over a ( Read more... )

today sucked...worse than yesterday, imagine that. two more weeks :(

i'm moving to tally june 1st. i'm can't deal with the emotional whirlwind known as jacob griggs...i'm going to do what i've needed to do for the past 6 months. get the fuck out of jacksonville. its a bittersweet feeling really. i have no discernable home left...anywhere. and im leaving the only place i've known as home for the past year...for the ( Read more... )

come visit me :( i can only be drunk sometimes...having friends would be nice