is such a beautiful thing

i can't sit in my house night after night by myself. all of my college friends have returned to their respective home towns, leaving my in an equivalent of a ghost town. i'm broke. not like oh gee i can't go shopping this week, but broke like wow i haven't eaten in two days. i can't deal with jake running off to his million other girls only to ( Read more... )

like a week ago...and we still live together. dear god someone save me.

is pretty lame these days, and pretty awful, and pretty good all at once. some things are looking up while others are plunging into the depths of hell. i wish life was easy. i wish i had answers. i wish someone would go see meet the robinson's with me. going home this weekend will be nice. i hope.

yay i'm officially employed again. i'm working at a little shoe/accessories boutique. probably the worst place ever since half my paychecks will go back into the store :( oh well it'll be fun. jake comes back thursday, that's exciting.

why the fuck can't i sleep?

it's crazy how something such a cliche relationship ender could in many ways become a relationship saver. huh...who knew? jake and i are doing better than we have in a long time. interesting. he's gone to boston now until sometime in march. and i'm upset about it. i miss him. all that time i would have killed to have him out of this house, right ( Read more... )

i got a beautiful bouquet of roses for valentines day. that was nice. we had a good day, i'm glad stuff is kinda falling into place again. i'm going to tally to visit mi hermano. be back sometime soon.

while i agree that i was wrong in the first place, it would have been better if it had never been out in the open. fucking myspace not deleting messages that you already deleted twice. seriously, wtf. i'm glad i didn't call the cops, this night could have gotten a lot worse. frustrated doesn't begin to cover it ( Read more... )

i rock so hard. i a drunk and going to bed.