It is raining. A little bit of thunder and lightening.
I love it!
It makes me feel so happy. Happy to be alone. Happy to be here. To be me.
But, at the same time, I feel sad. For the same reasons.

Simplicity like this is what its all about. To sit in stillness and think. And just BE.

I think im going to dye my hair. I need a change.

hmmm.

I have nothing to say.

Tonight was interesting. Just...interesting. Awkwardness all around. sleepie outsides and lively insides waiting to burst at the seams. Beautiful songs played by immaculate people. Positions explaining the very mood of every restless limb. Smoking. Dance lessons. Solo debuts. Fluttering eyelashes at pointless directions. Bars. Empty conversation ( Read more... )

Purge.
Clutter overwhelming my space. You are overwhelming my space.
Pointy objects protruding from thick ribs of gluttony.
Spineless, mindless creatures keep you company.
Purge.

Wow... it has been like 11 years since I updated this puppy. Hah. I have just been working at M.A.C A LOT. I love it though. I am surrounded by people that love the same thing I love... makeup. And even just being able to do what I love...it such a blessing. I think since I have been working so much I havent been hanging out with friends or ( Read more... )

So Im in Chicago right now and thinking seriously of moving here. I love the city. It smells like shit, but I love it anyways. Tonight Leila is taking me to the North side of Chicago, which is supposed to be like the "trendy" scene area. Im very excited. Im checking out to see where they have M.A.C. locations and find out if they're hiring. Because ( Read more... )

My mom is in the hospital ( Read more... )

Ok, so yes. My last entry was a bit dramatic...to say the least. Whatever, I'm over it. Today sucked but tonight was great. I sat in the front yard with the fam and watched the best fire works I've ever seen! I was so very happy :o)

Hah, just goes to show how craaazzy a girl's emotions get. lol.

xoxoxox

Wow, what a relaxing day. Fucking sitting here with fucking nothing to do because fucking EVERYONE SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Why cant there be one decent person on this planet?...besides me of course. All around me, all I see are LOSERS! UGH! Get me out of the FUCKING BURBS. Better yet, just shoot me in the face ( Read more... )

I woke up at 12:30. How sad. When I woke, my sweatshirt was half-way off. LOL. I was awoken by my boss calling my cell phone, then my house phone, then my cell phone again. HOW ANNOYING ( Read more... )