i feel crappy today. i don't know why. probably b/c john and i had a discussion last night. i hate bringing up old things. things that i think i should be over and done with. gah. so many issues.

i hate feeling bitchy and snapping at john. it really sucks.

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- i'm no longer attending school. woo!! thats a big one! im taking a break since i dont know what the hell i want to do anymore ( Read more... )

summer has been amazing. so far i have had a great time! my birthday was wonderful thanks to those of you for coming out. great times playing on the playstuff and eating popsicles and just goofing off with people ( Read more... )

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sheesh. so i came to school early today. freaking sucks!! and i have two quizzes today but ah well. ill do alright. not too much new with me. just been skiing with the most awesome liz!!! i love to ski even when i wipe out on center stage like i did friday. it was pretty goofy. and we got to teach b-rad how to ski. great fun there!!! lol. he did ( Read more... )

The Hospital Window ( Read more... )

happy new year everyone. im feeling rather sick. got a nasty cold that has been tossed around my family. great fun. at work tonight i saw two workers get in a heated discussion. aka fight. and one of them punched the wall. took me too far back... and so yeah. wasnt the best. but miss meg and justin did come in and surprise me so that helped me get ( Read more... )

i hate crying. and i hate doubting myself.

whats done is done. i feel so alone.