We can never go back to before

[cowboy_cliche]

It's about time I updated this fucking thing. I'm so consumed with my own emotions at the moment that I think the only way to find solace is to vent through this thing. Unlike my previous emo high school entries I will not apologize for my emotions or my feelings, they are what they are and if it sounds over dramatized or if you can't handle my

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[tha_shizz]

hi love. i know exactly how you feel and i honestly think that you were just rushed and forced into irvine. seeing everyone around you do the normal process of college right out of high school can put a lot of pressure on you but not everyone is the same and what might be great for others might not work for you. sometimes you can't listen to what other people say and you have to listen to what's in your heart. i know it's cheesey but it's true. if your heart is telling you that you're not ready for college then it might not be the best thing yet. you have to do things when you're ready! it's your life and you need to recognize and follow your feelings

[dddigital_love]

awww baby!!!! i'm so sorry you're goung through such a rough time. I can understand where youre coming from and i wish there was something i could do.

"My BEST friends are still in high school. They are closer to my age and I feel more comfortable with them." same here!!most of my beverly friends are now seniors, and i know what you mean.. they are basically home base, always there when you need them. it will be weird next year when they will move on :-\

if there is anything i can do let me know. I'm always here to talk (and i'm a pretty good listener too!) i know things are hard now, but remember, these feelings are only temporary and eventually it'll all work itself out.

oooh, and i have things to tell you! i'll IM you tomorrow <3