vacation is going to suck

people are ridiculous.

this little boy has been screaming outside my window for four hours. nothing better to do but read, cause there is no food in this house, no cable, no one but me, again, for another night because i am always home alone..

i've been whiffing non-acetone polish remover for the past hour and smoking...heavily. i think i'm a lil light headed and i'm sick of not having cable because i am slowly burning through every movie i own and they are nothing new. i need $500 in two weeks. im fucked.

cause green eyes always look greener when they're red.
that's why.

even after five years, this job still kicks my ass.

i could have sworn that i smelt birthday candles burning on my way home today -it could have been incense, or maybe it was just my car and the "service engine soon" light

meh

i've been living in my own little bubble for the past week or so. nothing/noone goes in or out. i find shutting everything out delays dealing with the shit. everyone has their own thing, right?

too much homework, too much laundry, too much drama
school, laundro-max, sleep - it's all i can handle right now

dropkick murphy's and less than jake, last night @ northeastern. it was good. sorry to kaytahtay - how do you let someone down when they are being way too nice, you can't say anything, it makes it ten times harder, right? what to say, when to say it, how to say it. can i say it?