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May 14, 2010 13:41

Now the work of separation begins.  MJ still lives here.  In fact I have moved to another bedroom since he really needs the modified bed more than me.  My sleep has been shit, but I do feel good about the decision to separate.  A sadness has come to both of us.  I know I feel sad, and he looks sad about what may come.  But either way we will have ( Read more... )

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charliebearnj May 14 2010, 18:54:04 UTC
Cowboy! Emotional is so much better than "blank".. an old favorite word of yours.

Then end of a relationship NEEDS to be mourned.. it is a loss, It was there. It is gone.

It's worthy of sadness. Find a shoulder and get crying. Go through old photos. Let yourself be sad, let MJ be sad. Maybe even be ceremonial about it.

hugs
Charlie

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cowboymarine May 14 2010, 18:58:16 UTC
Thanks Charlie.

peace

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charliebearnj May 14 2010, 22:20:15 UTC
and peace to you!

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d2leddy May 14 2010, 19:20:27 UTC
It's good to hear from you.

You know, when making it to 24 was a miracle, this year I will hit 30, so each of these days have to be lived the best I can.

You both deserve to be happy. If you want to talk, let me know. I can send you my cell. I'm a good listener.

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ncsuj May 14 2010, 20:13:37 UTC
I will vouch that D is a great listener. As am I. Wishing peace and strength for you friend.

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cowboymarine May 14 2010, 22:12:17 UTC
I appreciate that, and although we have never met or talked, I belief you. If it comes to it, I will. Thanks for the offer, it is very sweet.

Thanks

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cowboymarine May 14 2010, 22:12:47 UTC
Thanks bro. S/f

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anonymous May 14 2010, 21:36:10 UTC
Sending good thoughts and warm feelings your way!

TonkaManOR

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cowboymarine May 14 2010, 22:13:24 UTC
Thanks man.

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kentuckywolfboy May 14 2010, 22:25:46 UTC
It's better to be emotional that to feel nothing. I wish you all the best.

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cowboymarine May 15 2010, 04:08:22 UTC
thanks wolf boy.

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