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[cowboymarine]

I have been soaking in as much out door time as I can lately.  The weather in the summer here in Texas is hot and from now on I expect it will be in the 90's + until September.  My typical day is a morning walk or if I am tired, I drive a golf (like) cart around.  I wish I could walk around more, but I get eaten alive by insects which are out of

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[w109caf]

As usual I'm probably the least qualified to talk about relationships, but it seemed that you and MJ were together along time. I was only with my Boyfriend 5 1/2 weeks. While he wasn't always a prize...a bit on the nebby/narcistic side of the house - for the brief time we were together I enjoyed cuddling with him and holding him and the sole time we slept (no sex) together. I had begun to love him. Even at five weeks it was cathartic to break up with him but, it was a sense of loss, because I shared myself with him.

I suspect you in loose parallels might feel the same way about MJ. Breaking up with E. was easy...but it's still hard to do.

Drama it is what it is and always will be - I think you know and have that something you want, you just perhaps don't realize that it exists in your life yet.

Christos

[cowboymarine]

Thanks man. I think MJ and I would have made 4 years this year. Lots of ups and downs. I miss what was, but I could also not even look at him without feeling like I was diminishing myself for continuing the relationship. So being alone will be better than that.

[major7]

I still cry.

[cowboymarine]

I am sorry that that was the outcome man. Right now I am not at that place, but maybe. Right now I feel like I will be relieved.

[major7]

I am also relieved, but it is still sad.

[cowboymarine]

Thanks a lot. I feel this will be the end of a chapter, which needs to close. So yeah. I totally agree.

[willysnout]

I give you the very, very best of wishes at this stressful time, A. I hear you about the drama. Can't stand it myself, either.