what's the point of asking the christian god for anything? if he's the epitome of everything that's good and will do what's best for everything why would you want to change something are you asking him to do something less than best?
I remember the pointlessness inherent in what I do I remember the slights you've made the times you shot me down I remember the loud and I remember the swagger
and I remember what I rather wouldn't I'm trained to remember you.
There will be now cowardly backing out after you've already said it. none. 'I didn't mean it that way' doesn't work for me. neither does 'oh, I was having a bad day' you can still think about what you're doing.