I know every kid should be excited about the holidays but this year I just want to go into a coma and wake up when it's all over. It just isn't the same. I want to go home but I want to stay here. And everytime I go shopping I see something that I want to buy cait then I realize I'll never buy anythign for her ever again. It's so easy to forget ( Read more... )

Okay, so I officially dread the holidays. Every year around the holidays I end up in the hospital! I just got out on like wednesday. I went in sunday morning because I had the terrible pain in my right abdomin I went through ultrasounds nd catscans. They still couldn't diagnoas anything so they went into my stomach with a telescope and figured out ( Read more... )

Well it's 12:38 in the morning and it's Cait's brithday. I feel sick to my stomach to think about it. Well i'm going to write it in here one time so i don't have to retell it 1000 times to diferent people. here's how it all happend ( Read more... )

Today was so far the worst day of my life. My best friend Caitlin Ben-Dror had been the one person who stood beside me through everythign for almost 8 years now. Today I got a phone call from her mom...She'd died in a car accident, she was on her way home from NJ to Pennsylvania to visit her mom for her birthday, She was only 18 ( Read more... )

Ok so today I shot down some kid and i'm so damn proud of myself for being quick as hell ( Read more... )

Tonight was opening night for PHS fll musical, Little Shop of Horrors. I was merely make-up crew but i had the time of my life. I met a bunch of new people and all people (except the sophmores! lol) were sooo nice. All the cast did a beautiful job. Max was the best of all of em! lol( sniffing gases)I wish for one night somewhere...anywhere, I could ( Read more... )

Well there isn't much to say. Lateley all i've been doing is play and horse, i haven't even had time for my boyfriend or my best friend so i feel really bad. But my best friend told me we shouldn't be friends anymore the other day so i bawled pretty much all night but things are ok now...i hope. I really don't know anymore. This are all kind of ( Read more... )

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well not a whole lot has happend lately. i've been at the barn and working aorund the house a lot. yesterday kyle drove me home from school and he had to help me break into my house by putting the ladder up to my room, then we sat around and watched a movie. then i laid in bed the rest of the day. last monday i hung out with the bf and tuesday i ( Read more... )

"You ask me, how am I ( Read more... )