Courtney! where are you!!! Need to talk to you!

see know i know why i never update this courtney your the only one who reads it~! man im sad! any way call me later

GARY IS AT SCHOOL TODAY. I MAY ACTUALLY GET DONE WITH ALL THE HOUSE WORK TODAY. ALL THATS LEFT IS LAUNDRY(WHICH I HATE MORE THEN ANYTHING) STARTING TO GET USED TO BEING HOME. THERE IS ALOT MORE POSITVES. GET TO PLAY WITH LANDON ALOT, WE ARE CLOSER THEN EVER. I LOVE THAT!!! IM HOME WHEN GARY GETS HOME. OUR REALTIONSHIP IS SO MUCH BETTER. IM NOT ( Read more... )

GROWING UP!!!! I'D SAY I DID SO. I WORKED 10 MONTHS AT A JOB WERE MOST PEOPLE WERE TRIPLE MY AGE. ALMOST WENT TO MANAGER TRAINING IF I WOULD HAVE STAYED. I LEFT MY JOB TO RAISE MY BABY BOY. OH YEAH I HAD A BABY AT 16 WORKED AND MADE MORE MONEY THEN ANYONE MY AGE IMAGINED AT AMERIQUEST. IM GLAD I FOLLOWED MY DREAMS TO GO WORK FOR AMC AND BECOME A ( Read more... )

Ok so after making peace with last night things go bad. Landon and I go to bed and shortly after my mom calls. Chris (the guy from last weeks halloween party and works with mi madre) called her and talked about me. He said he wanted to come hang out with me. So I call him and he comes over. We sit and talk and he makes fun of me cause I have a ( Read more... )

ITs the first offical weekend since my mom moved out. Had a few people over. no trouble right? HAHAHA I got drunk. WAY TO DRUNK! the last thing I remember is taking three shots of BArcardi and one coming out my nose. Then the next morning i wake up in the er. and start crying. The nurse tells my why im there. I call steph to ask how i got there and ( Read more... )

Im so lost right now. All I can do is cry. I dont want to be around anyone or talk to anyone. I dont want to go to work I dont want to see james. I just want to sit in the dark, Today I found out my grandpa is dying. His arota is clogged and theres nothing the doctors can do hes to old. We are just waiting for his heart to give up, I always thought ( Read more... )

Not to much is New. I got a new tattoo. Its a star on my foot.
last night went to Dinner with courtney. Then I went to James' apartment. We watched tv and talked it was nice. Things are good. Except he didnt call me back like he said twice now, but I can get over that

okay I havent really sat down and wrote in a while and I probally need to. I dont know what to think, I cant figure out why its bothering me so bad if jimmy actually joins the navy. When he first told me it left me speechless then furious now i just cant get it off my mind. It should be a good oppertunity for him to grow up and provide good ( Read more... )

my niece was born July 6 2004. She was 6 lbs 8 oz she couldnt quite breathe when she was born!