okay so yall should be proud ive gone a damn week without talking o tjuan at all! except for those emails i havent sent him anythign called him he hasnt sent me anything and hasnt called.. im sad bout it but very proud of myself i go crazy when i think about it but when i keep my self busy im not thinking bout it so i tend to try and keep myself ( Read more... )

"cuz we're havin and after party.. 6 in the mornin 6 in th emornin....." yeah i know i missed some but hey thats the only part thats implanted into my head lol.. anyways . i dont ever have anything to write about which kinda sucks cuz i alwasy want to write but never have anything to say lol.. my friend cory finally wrote in his jornal after like ( Read more... )

one statement.. guys suck.. not all of the mbut most of them.. all they do is cause stupid problems.. they should be punished all the bad ones anyway.. i still havent talked to juan but whataver.. im trying not to think about him.. anyways..yeah eventualy i have to go start seeing miranda (the school social worker) because i have to much "pain and ( Read more... )

okay so im fuckong giving up with this fucking shit.. i ant stnad it no more.. even tjough im still standing it but oh well. i am not anywheres near in the mood to write so im just going to paste the whole point ot this jouranl.. heres what juan sent me..

Email one...

im sorry but i dont love you, i never did when i said it i- was being ( Read more... )

Howdy everyone.. how are you all doing? im dont just fine.. for once lol. actually im in quite a good mood imno longer all sad and depressed about juan (thank you lord!) we talked the other night and got a lot of stuff cleared up.. a lot of stuff that i needed to know and be sure of.. wea talked until he clicked over then hung up and then never ( Read more... )

In the garden of Eden,

As everyone Knows,

Lives Adam and Eve,

Without any clothes.

In this garden,

Were two little leaves,

One covered Adam's,

One covered Eve's.

Nevertheless to say,

The wind came along,

And blew the leaves away.

At the sight,

Adam did stare,

There was Eve's treasure,

All covered with hair.

And wonder came,

Under Eve's eyes,

As ( Read more... )

okay so last night at about 6 30 i left here and went to go pick up amanda to go to the game..it was for the boys basketball ecc's. FITCH WON! good job boys! the score was 79 to 76.. in the last 14 seconds, todd doyle scored! go todd! anyways, me amanda and my sister tiffany went, i saw courtney her friend jewels, najjar, eli, and 2 of my 8th grade ( Read more... )

okay so the phone call that juan was suppossed to give me hasnt coem and i figure by now it wont.. and ya know i really hate it when im lied to.. it ticks me off.. even a quick email would be nice.. but i dont expect much right now. i dont think him and i are on the best of terms for some reason and i dont seem to like that to much but i guess i ( Read more... )

Howdy everyone! whats up? I have been good i guess. things between jaun and i are good then bad then good then bad and so on so forth.. most guys are just ass hoels so its nothing i shouldnt expect.. anyways nothign at shcool has happened really.. i jus tkinda wander from class to class. im finally getting help in french thank god! im not tryin to ( Read more... )

Howdy yall. hows it going? i know its been awhile but i havent really been in the mood to write in here. im not now either. nothing new has been going on.. its conneticut what do you expect! lol nothing different or new ever happens here.. lol.. anyways today at school beca got mad at me for soemthing.. and it wasnt exactly true.. i wasnt flirting ( Read more... )