Howdy ya'll. Whats up? not to much here. we were let out of school "early" because we had a bomb threat at school today.. it was very pointless.. lol.. the bell rings to go hom eat 2:07 and the alarm went off at like 1:55.. people are slow... lol. anyways.. we all were rushed outside liek a fire drill then they said it was no fire drill go to your ( Read more... )

I'm not really in much of a writing mood i havent been for a while now.. well at least yesterday and today. .and i havent written a poem since well the 9th of febuary.. yes somthing has definatley been going on with me.. and i dont know what it is or could be. cant sya ive been to busy because i really have no life. .and i never have anything to do ( Read more... )

omg! my dad just told me that i need some "serious consuling". my mom read this online diary thing or one of the other or whatever and told him about it and he told me that shes printing it out for him which is dumb because if he wants to see it then i will just show it to him.. i dont care.. thats how i feel and if im feeling something that i want ( Read more... )

So its been awhile since i been round.. sry bout that.. havent had a computer to get on. my moms doesnt work and the internet on the laptop isnt working for some reason, and my moms phones not working for anyone who attempted to call me when i asked them and it didnt work.. heh sry bout that one. anywaysthen at my nanas her computer crashed so that ( Read more... )

i feel like i should jsut go away from everyone. jsut away far away where i can no longer bother anyone.. ecspecially juan, i care about him a lot but dont think he knows that like really i dont.. and i wish he did because things would be som much better between us they really would ya know? i mean i cant even go to bed anymore unless im crying ( Read more... )

The Last Thing You>>>>

1) said:ill be up here at one
2) ate: brownies.
3) watched on TV: adult swim.
4) listened to: uhh chingy i think..!
5) bought (clothes): a cute shirt
6) bought (CDs): i dont remember .
7) downloaded off the net: again i have no idea.
8) played (sport): basketball.
9) drank: diet coke.
10) wrote on AIM: nighty night.
11) won: i dunno.
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so i told you howi found juan and all right.. well whenhe woke up he called me back.. well hell heres the basic convo we had ( Read more... )

hey people its going to be hard to write because im at my moms house and the computer is not working... and we arent suppssed to be on the laptop.. so shh lol.. anyways though, on saturday, i spent v-day by myself because juan and i really couldnt see eachother. so that royally sucked....but oh well. im suppossed to see him today but i cant find ( Read more... )

Howdy people.. how are you doing?? good? thats great! bad? im sry get better! :/ anyways about this title... i cant make this decision alone i need help on this...advice.. well you see, theres juan, and as those of you know read my journal and talk to me i really really like him ALOT, and we might be going back out soon and i really hope we do..and ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone with juan.. heh i kno wim suppossed to be happy right? well hell i dont know what i am right now.. im happy btu im sad as well.. heres what was said thats making me wonder and have "emotional issues" (while its stil running very freshin my head)

Me: whats wrong baby? you okay?
Juan: somewhat..
Me: well whats wrong you want to ( Read more... )