Well...it certainly has been a while since I've updated my lj. not much to say really. Christmas was great, spent it with Katie and her family. New Years I spent with Katie as well and was nervous about it at first, but ended up having a really great time. What can I say, I love that girl ( Read more... )

Today was an odd day. A bunch of the usual music students met up first period in the MIDI Lab and we just started tlaking about different things. We ended up getting into a heated philosophical discussion that went the entire length of the day. Many issues were brought up and talked about and ofcourse given the circumstances, the one that ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those experiences where you see something that just changes the way you look at someone or something...? I had one of those today. It's been making me think a lot. It's been rather calming actually, for the most part. I was coming home from a visit with Katie on the GoTrain and we were just coming into Toronto. We were going ( Read more... )

Kathleen Mary Karcza is my soul mate. I love you with everything I am, Princess. My heart and soul are yours forever. ♥

I hate it. It's the stupidest thing ever invented. Utterly pointless. All it does is ruin lives. No good can come from it. It's sick, it's twisted, it's disgusting, it's down right repulsive.

Some people think I'm bitter. Some people think I'm a prude. I KNOW I'm just smart...

Okay, so it's kind of been two months since I updated but I had an important message for whoever reads this ( Read more... )

I am the boyfriend of the most amazing, beautiful and adorable, and talented young woman in the world. Just thought I'd let you all know.

<3

I hate not knowing things. ESPECIALLY when it makes me nervous and scared to the point that I can't eat, work, sleep, or do anything in general. I hate myself for being like this and I wish I wasn't so stupid like this sometimes. I'm sick and tired of wondering and worrying about stuff because no one has told me anything, although it is none of ( Read more... )

I'm sick and tired of being so god damn weak. why can't I deal with my own problems and shit. I used to be so good at hiding it, now I can't do that anymore for some reason. I'm bringing down other people by not being strong and pretending everythings okay. Regardless of how I feel, people should be able to do or say what they want. Why can't I ( Read more... )

When will tomorow come? I hope it's soon.