i keep dreamin...you'll be with me ( Read more... )

this is what makes my heart smile...
( i gave him my heart and my mind... )

or something to that affect. lol ( Read more... )

so i went to mass health today and got it... =/ so now i have to call and schedule an abortion appointment.. im kinda upset...and im KINDA putting it off.. >.OH MY GOD ( Read more... )

so last night i got the best present EVER! pat looked right in my eyes and said..."melissa..i love you..." adfdsfgfgdf!!!!! i melted >.<
i could feel his heart quicken after he said it...so i kissed all his fear and anxiety away... =)
ive never heard or said "i love you" for the first time while having sex. i must say its amazing... >.he said he ( Read more... )

i got a new job. working the advertising for this auction firm. its pretty cool....BUT it takes up ALOT of my time. im here for like 9-10 hours a day and i get EXHAUSTED!!!
i gotta go to masshealth tomorrow to resubmit my health insurance application so i can get coverage to get the abortion. >.my least favorite thing to do now is wake up...bc for ( Read more... )

I might not be PERFECT - but i know how to love ( Read more... )

i got bored.. so you guys get to suffer =P
( i dont need YOU to think im beautiful... )

and right now i wanna FLIP out...
@$$^$%^$%^#$
i hate having competition...or anyone I think might be competition....
:: sigh ::
hello loneliness....nice to see you again...

so i woke up feeling like shit on a stick.. i felt so naseous...GRRRR this part sucks ( Read more... )