so for the last like 3 days ive been with this guy i met. pat the pope =P ( Read more... )

im pregnant guys.
i took the test this morning. >.and i havent stopped crying. and i cant call richie till monday because he doesnt have a phone at his new place. oh who am i kidding?! he hasnt called me since he got home i wouldnt know if he DID have a phone. so i have to call him at work on monday. grrr i wish i had taken this earlier in the week ( Read more... )

so i woke up humping the bed this morning...ahahhaha was the most embarassing thing ever. even though no one was here. hehehe
so nick found a new girl...and hes flaunting it right in front of me. isnt he a peach =/
i found a guy im quite fond of, and him of me...so he says =P taking this slow slow slow >.< he is quite an amazing person though ( Read more... )

so i have court in a few hours... >.<
im still really worried, even though everyone is assuring me ill be fine. but no one knows for sure.
i went to bed last night at like 8pm...and i woke up at 3am and ive been up since... too nervous to go back to bed...
this sucks!!!!!
im such a fucking idiot :(

i thought i should post a picture of the man im obsessing over.
hes too hot for his own damn good.
#%$^&^%$#@$@#$
( and i need you now somehow.... )

is why he finds it completely necessary to tell me he loves me still after all the shit hes put me through.
well i got my wish, i talked to nick.. wicked excited >.<
i just dont understand why its so FUN for him to fuck with my head ( Read more... )

because i havent posted any in a long while :)

( i know moving on is, easiest when i am around you... )

so today i sat outside for a bit.. it was nice outside. reminded me of an early september night... nice and breezey ( Read more... )

ever wanna believe something so bad you go against everything your heart tells you? well actually your mind ( Read more... )

i hurt myself today ( Read more... )