darn the car. i should probably just let the boy fix the car.
yet somehow the asphyxiating exhaust
water laden trunk
and slipshod window, upheld with a leather rein
is the epitome of my haphazard yet
satisfyingly functional life.

today freedom and i skidded anxiously down a muddy road,
somewhat uptight with the prospect of being shot
-unsure of what exactly was being hunted

is this a season for anything?

is there really any season during which boys with beers should also be equipped with shotguns?

obviously i dont actually find this a health hazard - i give them the  benifit of ( Read more... )

indifference
apathy
dispassion
stoicism
detachment
insouciance

make me love. 

36 hrs ( Read more... )

i'm high enough from all the waiting
to ride a wave on your inhaling.
'cause i love you -
can't help but love you.

'i cant even remember you having a girlfriend ( Read more... )

way up north to alaska ( Read more... )

"thats when she stopped me and said 'just so you know alyssa is on your side ( Read more... )

i realized you can record with this computer.

i recorded myself, playing piano and singing

and now i'm listening to it

how vain is that?

im content in that ( Read more... )