Just when I was having a good day...my car breaks down and I have to miss two classes and pay 30 bucks to get it towed to sears auto center and then pay another $333.51 for a new starter. Yup...it's official...I can't win. Thankfully my parents are picking up the tab, and thanks to my amazing friends I'm going to get along fine until I get my car ( Read more... )

So I'm coming to you after a great weekend spent in Natick at Cliff's father's house. We were cat-sitting while Gary and Lynn are away in Florida riding boats surrounded by dolphins and what not, lucky shits! I'm happy to say that the weekend went by very smoothly with no bad surprises or mishaps. We got a lot done too. Which was nice. I have to ( Read more... )

This may be wicked cheesy, but it's how I feel ( Read more... )

Just when I thought things couldn't get much worse...they did. How the hell am I supossed to make it through this alone ( Read more... )

I really wish my mind was in the right place to be dealing with all of this right now, but unfortunately it's not. I was at work today mopping the pool deck and I just couldn't stop a few tears from falling as I thought about everything. I hope none of the people upstairs in the cafe saw me because that would be embarrasing to say the least. I walk ( Read more... )

That was the most rediculous new years of my LIFE ( Read more... )

So i'm home for the holidays, and everything seems to be going smoothly. I miss Cliff though. Holidays are the times to be with your family and the ones you love and it just seems like he should be a part of it all. But of course that wouldn't be fair. Someday we'll have holidays together and all will be good. I was talking to Tacey today and it ( Read more... )

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Wow thank god the worst of it is over. I had my jury yesterday which didn't go as well as I had hoped it would've but thats because I was rushed into it because they were moving behind schedual. I showed up like 40 min early and didn't even get a chance to run through my pieces before they shoved me into the room. I saw diana from the auditions the ( Read more... )

Fuck it! Why do I even bother when no matter how well I do or how hard I try some mistake by someone else will ruin any chance I may have had. Fuck!