it's spring break and I'm sick! That figures!

sniffle*

Great weekend! Oh man. I really didn't think that would go over as well as it did. Cliff and I went to the Vineyard for the weekend so that Cliff could "get away from it all" and I could...well just go home I guess. So I think Cliff was drunk pretty much the entire weekend, but then again everyone was. Everyone being my family. Yes even my brother ( Read more... )

I'm a West Coast CIT director Baby! I'm going to the Wild Wild West ( Read more... )

I hate mondays, I hate music history, i hate piano, and I'm not single but I hate valentines day too. My stomach hurts, my brain is fried, and I still haven't studied enough. Dammit! I can't win!

YES!!!!! I Have a meeting with JD at 12:30pm next wednesday! OH MY GOD! I can't wait to see what she has to say, its killing me because I'm the most impatient person on this planet. But ah well. So rediculusly psyched! AHHHH!

I hate money...mostly because I have none. But I hate it anyhow!

I told Cliff about the invite from JD and he wasn't angry about it at all, he was actually really excited for me. This is amazing because it really makes me feel alot better about being so happy over it. He even said to not turn down an offer even if he doesn't get a good one, or one at all. I hope so much that he does, because that place just isn' ( Read more... )

So I got an e-mail from JD (asst camp director) and she wants to get together with me for lunch to talk about the summer. YIKES!!! She's never asked me to meet her before like this, and I applied for some big positions this summer, so naturally my mind is going bezerk wondering what she's going to offer me. At the same time, I'm almost afraid to ( Read more... )

Ok, so wanna hear me get all mature foor a minute? Earlier I was actually thinking to myself that I could be thankful for everything Cliff did because its given me the opportunity to learn to be happy all on my own. Its something I've been needing to do for a long time. Ever since before I started dating seriously in high school. I had suggested it ( Read more... )

losing hope...so what the fuck is the point? I wish life would serve me lemons instead of shit all the time. I'm getting really tired of shit. Even a nice cup of piss would be better, at least then it would look like lemonade. Ok I'm done.