Dear Diary
My life is a downwards spiral...

Cut, rippy, stab stab.

I have a job, it doesn't pay. I go to school, and I hate it.. I'm gonna leave PCC.... The environment at PCC just kills me, I can't stand it there. Every second I hate more than the last.

I love you baby.
I love the way that you walk.
I love you baby.
I love the way that you talk.
I really like it when you call my name...
Hey Zoki-Zoki

Suggestive Gestures towards the opposite sex would leave anyone in a state of puzzlement, which borders on alarm and anger.

It's a problem if you think waking up is a hassle. Where doing anything is out of your away. Apathy is a dangerous disease.

In a few days, I'll be celebrating my seven months with Kassidy...

I still can't believe it. It doesn't feel like I've been seeing her that long at all. I remember when we first started dating, what we did, where we went, the entire summer... Man oh man....

I love my girlfriend.

You know, doing a whole lot of nothing, equals into you not wanting to do anything. It happens, hell, it happens often. People seldom realize that they are in this cycle. But, hey, it's all good, right? No. No it really isn't. People stop caring, through no fault of their own, or your own, even. Don't blame yourself type of deal, right? Naa.. There ( Read more... )

I sent Kassidifique an e-mail a few days ago concerning things about us, and how we have been acting towards each other. It's not a constant thing, but it's there, and that bothers me. Perhaps I pay attention to things like that. Perhaps I pay attention to good things too much, and when I notice a negative, it destroys me. Maybe I trust people too ( Read more... )

I'm rather nothinged right now. Like three people max read this, so that's why I'm posting here. Why not post on mySpace? I dunno. Anyways. I woke up at 6:29, right before my alarms went off, laid in bed for about ten minutes. Went to the bus stop, bus came early, again... I couldn't catch the fucker, and I set my cellphone time ahead, the fucker ( Read more... )

I felt like putting a bullet between
the eyes of every Panda that wouldn't
screw to save its species.

I wanted to open the dump valves on
oil tankers and smother all the
French beaches I'd never see.