I despise Adolescence.

Last time I posted was last year. Hehe haha.

i keep using her.
and i keep lying.

i feel so fucking awful, but at the same time, i can't stop.
what the fuck is with me? i could have never perceived myself as the vapid piece of shit i currently fucking am.

The nerve of the bands last night was quite amazing. The show started late, which is just not cool. For a Sunday night that spells disaster. The show started at 8:15, it was supposed to start at 7:30. The local bands each took half hour sets, when they weren't supposed to, due to time constraints on the national touring bands, who the people wanted ( Read more... )

I swear, every time I've logged onto LiveJournal, it's changed somehow. Granted, I log in once a month(see the once a month update).

Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its color.

by W.S. Marwin

You know, I should have said "Yes" to "ditching friends". But, that would have ended up as being "controlling", right? How often do you see them? Every day? Every other day? They're a million times more accessable than I am, and, hell, it's friends over me once again. Last week, I tried calling you, to say hi, to say anything, no one answered, and ( Read more... )

I just got a weird feeling...

I feel as if I'm being lied to...
By lots of people...
Especially people close to me...

Should I really trust...when shit feels so wrong?

I'm going to cut my hair diagonally and straighten it; so that one side is longer than the other ( Read more... )

These last nine months of school have possibly been the largest waste of my time - in my 19 years. I have accomplished little to nothing and plunged my grades into the depths. If I am not fit for the road, I am surely not fit for the highway ( Read more... )