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Wow what a realization! Im def...ok with all these changes. Im happy! and I deseerve it!!
So Im at work right now. Re read a lot of the old enterys. Im realizing that life happens for a reason. I've been through a lot of shit. More than most of you! But I need to focus on this Im OK!!! Its gonna be OK......ITs hard to see espically when you don't have hope and every thing is dark. I just need to remember when I hit my low theres no way ( Read more... ) -
I love jen yes i do I love jen how bout you.....Jen I put our make out pic back up ps.!
Wow WOW WOW......K so its been sooo long since i've updated this shit.and So much has happened. The mexico thing.....Justin and i broke up. What else got a second job got fired from my first job (cuz i was druged in mexico an couldn't call) ....Idk. Fuck it all. Im trying this mood stabelizer/anti anxiety med. So HOPEFULLY fingers crossed it'll ( Read more... ) -
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I hope you all had a great christmas! I hate this fake day full of fake people....who pretend to be a big warm family. but if you enjoy the holidays I wish you the best of!! I am glad that jen got such a great gift(a call from kevin). I know how much that ment to you jen. I didn't even get anything that would have ment half as much as a call....... ( Read more... ) -
Good bye world..............and good night!
Aaaah.....So today work was shitty. When I came home the air just got thicker! I mean It just wates for me at the door. I trade one stress and heart-ache for another. Things (my life) looked brighter for a few days. I wake up this morning like everyo other! Now my fanticy is over I wake up in my bed naked....in mind and in heart and in skin...... ( Read more... ) -
Hey guess what!!!!!
Huh....Today was better than yesterday. At work I mean. Crazy!! Im glad I rock at my job thogh cuz im gonna get promoted soon ( Read more... ) -
My broken heart continues to break.........
Some thoughts ( Read more... ) -
PLEASE.....If you think you might be able to help me this will only take a sec..!!!
Ok so I just want to put this out there for anyone who might want to help me ( Read more... ) -
My new way of life.............
Ok where to start ( Read more... ) -
I can't help but wonder how you're plannin to make amends to the dead
Do you ever get sutck in one of those funks where....Up is down and down doesn't exist. Sideways is backwards and diagonal is verticle? All your thoughts are upside down and you can only understand when you're feeling dislexic? Happy is sad and sad is sadder. The simple things are the most complex and the complex things make more sence! And your ( Read more... ) -
Ok so its a good point it just took me a while to get to it......rd par. I think??
Ha Ha ok so firstly....Idk Why but the 2nd paragraph of my last entry still totally applys.........I don't know why But I was still thinking about that today....(the missed call thing) but its ok cuz that was a good time ( Read more... )