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seriously the most disturbing dream ever... MY Donny? Marilyn Manson? my lil' brother?
Well Last night was a long night.....after I finnally fell asleep only about an hour my sisters damn cat.....Appearently got ahold of one of my sisters many neglected hamsters or a mouse so i woke up around 2am to little animal shreeks and my lamp crashing to the ground while everything else was unpluged.....so I had to put it all back together ( Read more... ) -
To my "yenny".........and any one else who reads it.......
Ok, life sucks some times.....Its just the way it is! There are always two approches....1 be pissed off and bitter and angry and resentful.....ect. which feels good some times. Or 2: fuck it whats done is done....what can I do about it now. IT works in most cases(un fortinatly its not the easiest when feelings are involved). and thats the approch I ( Read more... ) -
Ok, so Im done being lame sad Kat.....Its just not who I am! even if it does make me nieve!
So Im writing in my actual journal like I do almost every night before I medicate my self to sleep...... sort of a way of meditating through slef reflection....So normally I don't share my journal with anyone But I figured the only person *correction: the only two people who MAY even read this are the only two I would trust with my thoughts and my ( Read more... ) -
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ok, where to start...... I actually got some sleep last night after some sleeping pills and half of a vicodin I found. I haven't been able to sleep lately and if i do its like 4 hours a night(ish)Theres just too much going on. My mind is spinning everynight and thoughts just keeping me awake. I had another great dream too...I've been having dreams ( Read more... ) -
Random nonesnce.....and.....Thoughts you can't make go away.....
I HATE!!!!! the world today.....Im so bitter and angry..and dark.....and contomplative today....WTF!! I just woke up this way anywyas heres the random nonsence and thoughts..and lyrics I can't get out of my head: Oh and P.S. to my actual journal below this shiz.....All you bull shit haters can go eat a dick!!!! Im not even joking..... I hope you ( Read more... ) -
Fuck it.......
Ok firstly, I have so many thoughts running through my head lately that to put them down may come out really chaotic. Trying to sort them out to spare randomness seems even hareder.......I want to give up so badly but it seems the things/people I care most about are the same ones who hurt me so much.....But I can't just give up no matter how hard I ( Read more... ) -
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Isn't it strange that you can go all through life just fine you know just living like normal.....just dooing the normal stuff....and you have great friends to help you through your struggles and they become the most important to you.....Then you fall in love and its like WoW you can't stop thinking about that person their on your mind 24/7 and then ( Read more... ) -
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oooooh I love life this morning!!!!!!!! Jen remember what I said to you last night about our loves? Well damn its gonna happen! Jen im sooo excited like retarted excited its not even that big of a deal but member when I told you last night that i was sending my true true love some lovin?........... Awwwwww tte hee ( Read more... ) -
Im Sad..........
Ok Im really sick of people who don't even know me talking shiz. Imean if your insicure and you feel like you have to talk about me to your ex boyfriend so i'll look like a lesser person then you your way more pathytoc then i thought. Seriously H'es my friend and hes not gonna just say ok i believe everything you say. Uggghhh Ok to everyone: DON'T ( Read more... ) -
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ok well, First of all my life has gone crazy lately! I just found out my real dad and my step mom are having a baby!! Im going to be 20yrs older than my little bro/sis. WoW ( Read more... )