you know i love him a lot but sometimes he really is an asshole. like when i talk to him and i'm just having convesation so we're not walking around in silence...and he does the thing my mom does "yeah okay"....don't fucking say "yeah okay" or have that "whatever tone." it drives me insane and i don't appreciate it. this morning i was talking about ( Read more... )

so what am i gonna' do when summer gets here? i shouldn't type it b/c it's just gonna bring me bad luck. i want to be with rob then. he'll have to go up to chicago then. he's planning a long ass bike trip with his friends and that sounds like fun. but what about after that? he said that i wouldn't get between him and his friends. but i think he ( Read more... )

so i had a really cool dream last night. the first one was about my being at school. but school wasn't like it is in real life of course. there was a lake or a river or something. for some reason i had to jump from a building into the water. i forget if it was for a class or if it was b/c of spies or something. anyway i get to the building where i ( Read more... )

so we had sex friday morning. and friday night. and saturday night. and sunday evening. and tonight. i like sex. the end.

okay well i'm a little freaked out with myself. i've had two tornado dreams in the past week. i'm not saying i'm afraid of a tornado coming or anything. i think the tornado is symbolic. like...maybe something troubling will happen soon. i hope it doesn't. and then i keep having dreams about rob leaving me or something. and i know i'm just ( Read more... )

this weekend was a blast ( Read more... )

i'm at work and i'm doing nothing. i was workin at a fairly decent pace but then i saw david working. one of his answers was "chocolate"...and i got a craving for the stuff. so....down three flights of stairs i went. mm...vending machines are a college student's best friend. my dollar bill was lost in the abyss of the giant silvery wonder. D5.... ( Read more... )

so hopefully i'm gonna go camping next week. i've invited 1.rob 2.julie 3.casey 4.RB 5.ben, but he can't come 6.that's it...i want more ppl to come...but i don't know how it's gonna work out. rob said that if no one else could come we'd still go. yesss. we'll probably..yeah. maybe he'll love me after this weekend. and then i'll ...yeah...when we're

i had hot chocolate w/cinnamon this morning. that's real good. it was raining this morning so i was in a super mood. but then...stupid boring boring stupid stupid boring dumb dumb stupid world civ! uugggghhh!! well i can't continue my rant b/c it's time to go. shit.

well now that i remember i have a livejournal i use it to the point of reguritation....oh well. anyway i followed HHC (a company) around today. today was beast day....it's called something like that. it's basically an evaluation of all of the companies....basically. holt (molly, lol) called me and invited me to trail with them so i did. someone ( Read more... )