and you'll never know how good it feels to have all of my affection and you'll never get a chance to experience my lovin, becuz my lovin feels like ooOOooOOooOOoo.....
wait.. they dont love you like i love you.

*songs that i hear that makes me think of how pethetic i am.*

everything i see reminds me of him ( Read more... )

whoo hoo!!! sittin at home 4 new yaers. 2004 is my year. startin it off right 2!! =] so whatever... fuck you! ok bye fuck offs!

and lip piercings fuckin own! o- and a word of advice 2 myself ( dont b nervous/ stoopid ) ok life is good. and thats it. bye kids!

new news. i met a boy. me and this boy r friends and have very much in common. he is supa cute and has great taste in music. he wears eyeliner and black nail polish =] he is fuckin hilarious and so much fun. he doesnt try. and from things ive heard he wants me like whoa. =] we will see what happens with this one. ok kids im out!

im sick of this. the whole world is against me and i dont kno what i have done wrong. can anything work out my way ever? there always has 2 b something there 2 make my life more shitty then it already is. im sick of feelin bad 4 myself all the fuckin time. if people only knew 1/2 of the shit that i have 2 go thru they wouldnt think that my life was ( Read more... )

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ok im straight stupid. why do i wanna hang out with this guy? i kno all im gonna get is hurt and still all i can think about is hangin out with this guy. grrr that really bothers me. im not surprised that we didnt hang out last nite jus becuz nothing goes my way nowadays. EVER! we will see what happens on sunday if we even hang out. i want this guy ( Read more... )

so why does my dad always have to be obsessed with money all the fuckin time? every other convo that i have with him somehow ends up about me owing him more money for insurance or something that he bought me. i really do think that he is the cheapest man alive. and he is also the most selfish. he thinks he is always right and he thinks he does so ( Read more... )

woop woop. so now i have melo and live journal. its all good tho. double the journals = double the fun. i still have 2 give props 2 korey 4 helpin me decorate this thing becuz i still have no idea how this thing works. and im sportin the thursday thing becuz Thursday is an awesome band and im hooked on them right now. anyways right now im watchin ( Read more... )