i haven't been on here in so long that i thought i might just stop in to see what everyone was doing...as far as i can see no one on my friends list has been on her in a while...but then again my friend list isn't that big...but thats ok....well yea so pretty much i am a junior now....which is cool but then again it just reminds me that i have 2 ( Read more... )

People have always told me that when i fall i should get up and try again. but.......what if i dont want to get? Never want to try again? Then what shall i do? Just sit there in shame or let people step on u on their way to the top? What if i want neither? Neither pain or misfortune? Neither achevment or goodness? i want to be nothing. i ( Read more... )

Well camping was a great experience but again it was horrible. Here i will tell u the whole story. from the very beginning. Well i decided to go camping with my cuzions up at silver lake. (no clue where its at) Anyways it was me, my cuzions steph and eric, Ry (sexi beast), kate and kates parents and so on and so forth. i had seen ry before but ( Read more... )

god i hate everyone except those very few people i love withall me heart those lucky few. evryone doesn't understand or at least doesn't careor give a living shit. this weekend i was suposse to go to oroville get to hang out with pierce and someother friends. mom said i could go and everything. then all of a sudden "oh i dont want to be ( Read more... )

well i just got done having a long conversation with me best friend in the world. but then he leeft me to go swimming:( its ok though. i also talked to another one of me good friends today,mary. yea i miss them so much. i hate it that i had to move. it really suxs ass. but i got to try and make the best out of it as everyone says. i dont ( Read more... )

well this is my first entrie so i dont kno what to write about all i kno is that i am really bored. gunbound is upgrading today and no one is online. so i am just sitting trying something new. which is actually writing in a journal like thing. its sort of weird then again it is lots of fun. im hungry. i think me going to go find something to