i just finished my university application and now i have a feeling of extreme dread as in i just sold my life away to a shitty shitty place or thing that is going to eat up my personality and originality and make me into a snotty artist.

.hanukkah dinner last night, same as every year, my parent yell for around 4 hours about whos the better chef, and then the food ends up tasting bad in the end, then we laugh, make fun of both the parents, and sneak chocolate.

winter holiday at last, happy day, sooooo need this break. !! .. i dont think i mentioned that i got an 85% average on my last report card, this makes me happy :D. .. .um. . . my stress is all gone, no more hw or school for 2 weeks, no crush (thank goodness), um... no responsibilities, no seeing annoying ppl that i have to be nice to.. . life is

incapable of doing any more work today.. .. i want to finish my english essay, but i feel weird everytime i try to write, so im giving up. .. instead.. im writing this.!. . .the library is claiming i didnt give back a book im positive i did, argh. ... ummm.. i watchd the old narnia yesterday, its amazing how memories make shitty movies seem so ( Read more... )

holiday time is almost here, presents are fun to make, this day suckd

havnt had time to do this in awhile, i'd post my report card marks, but i didnt get them let. my life is pretty uneventful, which is actually fascinating, cause things seem kinda interesting till you think about writing them down for other people to read, then it all just seems extremely boring and not important, not pointless though, cause ( Read more... )

taking a break from making cocos xmas present :P, um.. .other then that, today was boring, yesterday after school was boring,. .. ummmm... way to much school work... .um... hockey game is too predictable to watch..love life not exactly uneventful, just not the events i want, therefore boring.... LIFE BORING!!!! i need something fun or exciting to ( Read more... )

what is with guys and asking me to their house , im sure they understand that there is only one reason you go alone to a guys house, when their parents are outa town or they dont live with their parents, or even when their parents are there. ONLY ONE FUCKING REASON. and then they think i dont like them or something when i say i dont wanna go to ( Read more... )

havnt done this in awhile, no im not dead, .. lifes pretty much the same, lucia wont tell me who likes me, .. .(your acting 12!!!!),.. but so am i, lol. .. anyways, school is going pretty alright, field trip to the royal winter fair was fun, .. .science centre on thursday whoot. im really enjoying life drawing.

i at last have time to update this. im back to not having a crush, its so much nicer. what goes around comes around. i lead guys on accidently, and i got lead on accidently (i think it was accidentle) so, i have a clean slaight, i appologize to anyone on this journal i lead on btw. it wasnt purposeful. i cant wait till university, its gonna be da ( Read more... )