I am at a friend's house writing this, decided to take a moment and check in. I have completely missed everyone, none-stop working until recently. No regrets and no complaints though. I realised in the last journal entry I was venting and said some things I had forgotten I said. I deeply regret what I said, but whats done is done. I am pretty ( Read more... )

Ok, it has been a while since I have written anything and believe me I have alot to say, just don't know if I am going to say it all. I have a few things I would like to rant about and a few things I would like to praise and just a few comments which I think will help balance everything out. YAY!!! I have a job now, I am now employed! I really ( Read more... )

.....about it!!! They stole the show, sooo fucking awesome!!! Panic! At the Disco, they were so awesome!! Seen them live and up close in ATL, and it was sooo great!! They have taken the #1 slot in my book!! Every moment waiting to see them perform was worth it. All the sweaty bodys, and bloody bodys were worth it. (No bloody bodys during the ( Read more... )

Wondering will things ever find its way back to the old way. Some say I am asking too much, but I will not give up, until I can no longer do it anymore. Begging, I am not...just simply hoping things will get better. Asking for things to be exactly the same is too much to ask, maybe, but just figure out what you want to do. Same for some, ( Read more... )

Happiness for another is anothers tattered soul. For every person's lost is another person's gain. The pain, the weakness, I am through with this for the moment. The image you have of me is misleading or wrong. TO ask such a fate of me, is all most a fate worse than death. The tears I hold back and the tears that you see before me, is a tough ( Read more... )

The sum of my fear is unpredictable ( Read more... )