its been forever. i actually have a new journal at vox.com and it's fucking SWEET. so any ljer tired of this sight should migrate on over ( Read more... )

i cant write a damn line when the smile on my face isn't forced ( Read more... )

time has been turning more like pages in a good book then an old engine lately.

mostly, i feel good. yes, i think a lot of that has to do with paul and i trying again. but i also just feel like life in general is going in the right direction ( Read more... )

i have NEVER had this much self discipline, and that sure says a whole lot of bad about me, considering that i have only kept myself from calling him since thursday morning ( Read more... )

i just read all entries between nov. 3-nov. 15. wow.. i seriously completly forgot about thosedays. but now i fully remember. i was TOTALLY unattached ( Read more... )

anchor feeling gone ( Read more... )

catching up with an old friend in a car i know like a home i grew up in as a child is so nice. cozy. welcoming ( Read more... )

ive been able to sleep in this week which is good. i dont know why i try to so hard because it's like the one thing that might encourage me to get something done in my day is the fact that i cant help waking up early. but this week, since dj and i really REALLY flaked on the gym, ive just been sleeping like a baby ( Read more... )

so im listening to the ups and downs album. saves the day on repeat. and all the words are ringing true in a painful way. and i cant stop thinking about this one time last summer when me, nat, rach and steve from az went to baja fresh and on the way home it was so hot in my car. in my memory the windows were up but i can't figure out why the would ( Read more... )

and maybe you would make it less realistic. <3 ( Read more... )