new journal.

username: magicbrains

come join me, friends. for now, craaash_ is dead.

the loneliness and depression is enveloping me. i wish i wasn't feeling like being so public with this embarassing, pre-adolescent-like emotion. i can't write anything about me and what im going through without someone taking it personal and getting offended. i trust barely anybodies love. i feel as though i'm perishing. i feel like i've lost ( Read more... )

i feel strange. i feel disposable ( Read more... )

i drank so much last night. i hadn't done that in so long ( Read more... )

you can fake it all you want but my footprints are still there. mine stick better, mine will be found in that house 100 years from now ( Read more... )

my life is amazing. i have the best boyfriend ever. my apartment is fucking cute. my cat is the most handsome cat that ever was. i have a fantastic job. i have fantastic friends.

blabhblahblbah things are so great.

see doesn't it suck to read good things? livejournal's only apporpiate when i'm miserable.

where to starT ( Read more... )

and i don't know how to upload user pics. it's fucking confusing.

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say i met this guy that i didnt think i'd like that much ( Read more... )

i get on a plane tomorrow to fly to san diego and spend the night with the part of my family i least resemble...inside and out ( Read more... )