dude... i dont even use this journal but thats ok.. im bored as hell......... ahhhhh umm meow. im feeling depressed again. someone help me please.

Today was not like the usual Thursday. School was actually ok. I have been thinking of colleges and what not. I really wanna go to CSU Long Beach. Its close to home, its strong point is buisness... and my sister was in a Sorority when she graduated there. I was all stressing about colleges and stuff. Oh well... lets see... I am really releived to ( Read more... )

Hello all you silly people out there.... I just got home from school. No one is home right now. My dad went to go pick up my mom at the hospital yay! She had surgery yesterday... so while she was under the knife... I sat with Wendy and watched phobo 2... Kristie and I ate alkoholik jello too woo! I made hate words today just for fun... wanna hear? ( Read more... )

Rawr... I went to go get lyrics for this song and it completly deleted anything I just said. Oh well... ok yeah this weekend sucked sooo bad. I dont know what I think right now. I just constantly feel like my heart is in my stomach... so I end up throwing up. If anyone knows how to get rid of this feeling... PLEASE TELL ME! Man o man... I love him ( Read more... )

Hmm...Lets see... What did I do yesterday? Well Kristie, Markheeeaaa, Tony K, Sean, Charlie, and Brent all came over to my house. We tried to watch Orange County but it kept getting shut off because my Playstation 2 is stupid. Rawr. Kristie had to go home for a little while to talk to her dad and have dinner with him so she took Mark home and then ( Read more... )

Hello... I told you that I would update later today so... here I am... I woke up at like 10 and called TK... Then I got in the shower, brushed my teeth, plucked my eyebrows, blow dryed my hair, straitened my hair, brushed my hair, put on makeup, shaved my legs... and now Im here. I am foaming at the mouth... maybe I have rabies... if I have bitten ( Read more... )

Well my friday has come and gone. It was ok... I really do miss TK... and Kristie you know that. I went to go watch RJs band play. There actually really good. Then we got bored, left and went to 7-11 and Nicks house. We lit things on fire, pretended to make out, and hump Mark. haha. Wow my head feels really funny. I threw my slurpee at him and it ( Read more... )

Heylo everyone. I went to go clean my room so I would stop being yelled at. Oh and for all of you who dont know... I have a new screen name. KiKaSsShOrTy21. So Im me on it sometime will ya? Man oh man my kidney thing isnt good at all. I almost just died 10 min ago... SOOOO much pain. Its either I take my medicine and get the worst pain ever in my ( Read more... )

Good Morning Sunshine! Ok well.... today I went back to school and I felt like blah. I still kinda feel like blah... I am really nervous for Wendy to go in the hospital. My whole Impact group is praying for her! I know she will end up fine. My throat hurts still... and no Tony spike wont help. Lets see... 1st period was lame... I hate PE. 2nd ( Read more... )

Hey everyone its been FOREVER since I have last written in this. So I decided to write in this again. Hmm... I guess you could say alot has happened since December. But Im not going to go through it all. Instead I'll tell you about recent things that have happened. Since everyone asked me last Thursday and Friday why I wasn't myself I'll explain ( Read more... )