im excited! tonight me and brian are going to homosassa with his parents and their friends for the weekend. they have a gorgeous house up there with 3 boats and lots of fun!!! we always have so much fun with his parents friends and i just really think i need this vacation. the other day i went to his parents house and they bought us lunch it was so ( Read more... )

alright so me and ian dont talk anymore... i know youre all shocked at how long that relationship lasted (NOT!) but maybe im just meant to be single? im extremely content with my life its just that when it comes to the male department it gets so crazy and hectic and i wish i would just focus on me and my schooling and getting my own place instead ( Read more... )

hes payin his lawyer 10 grand and its almost for sure he wont have to serve time hallelujah! i brought him dinner last night to cheer him up and took him out to arianes house we had such a great time it was just lovely. he was pretty depressed but it was so cute he kept tellin me how much better i was making him feel. we were laughin so hard all ( Read more... )

so last night he was supposed to take me out to dinner and we were gonna spend the whole night together. instead we had to skip dinner because he had to "make some money" which i can completely understand but i mean fuck that not on my time! he said he was going to meet me downtown but instead on his way to meet me (im not gonna lie i told him he ( Read more... )

his name is ian and im just so happy right now!! its fucking crazy how things work out i mean ive known this guy for awhile we just never really talked. i always thought he was so cute but i saw him a couple weeks ago and i couldnt believe it when he asked me for my number. he called a couple days later and asked me to go out to dinner with him. i ( Read more... )

last night audge had the house to herself so my dad supplied us with some champagne, tequila, margarita mix and quite a few mini shots of whiskey and 99 apples. it was so nice just partyin with the girls (plus one amazing gay guy alejandro) but of course it took a turn for the worse. my dumb ass rode over to his house after awhile and of course ( Read more... )

hes just SO DIFFERENT! i talked to him for the first time in A FUCKING WEEK last night. he said the reason he didnt call me is because he didnt know how to say sorry. are you kidding me?! i guess he felt so bad that he couldnt talk to me and he didnt think i wanted to talk to him. thats the most bullshit excuse ive ever heard but i truly know that ( Read more... )

how could you promise and then just completely disregard it? if it wasnt for fate i wouldnt have even fucking known you did it! even when i called you out you denied it to the fullest- but after a little arguing you started apologizing and begging for my forgiveness! its not the first but the second damn time! i know how the saying goes, "fool me ( Read more... )

you know when youre in a really bad situation and you just sit back and think FUCK how the hell did i let this shit even happen??!! yeah well thats about where im at right now and let me just tell you it really isnt that tight. im so fucking stupid sometimes- i mean, youd think id learn after the first time! i know its his fault but i blame myself ( Read more... )

i guess i never realized what a ridiculously complex person i am. ive always thought of myself as a pretty simple, straight forward kind of gal. ive always thought that i wasnt a jealous girl. ive always thought that by the time i was 23 id be finished with school with a husband and kids i adore. ive always thought the day i turned 18 id move out ( Read more... )