i got a tattoo yesterday ( Read more... )

i just dont know what to even think anymore. everythings crazy ( Read more... )

so i actually got 2 days off in a row this week! of course i hadta take advantage of it... me audrey and ariane packed up the little hyundai and took a relaxing vacation in daytona beach. we had a hotel room right on the strip, right on the beach it was amazing! it was spring break for a lot of people it was so crazy every room was like another ( Read more... )

remember the book about the holocaust we had to read in school "Night"? the guy who wrote it, elie wiesel, came into my work last night for dinner all the way from germany. the highlight of my evening was giving a hug to a nobel laurete. this is me officially checking that one off the list ( Read more... )

st patricks day rules, i love my friends and i love my family. life is amazing and even though i only had one day off this week i am so fucking content with all of my social activities as well. its crazy how amazing shit works out sometimes. when it rains it pours but hey- the sun always comes back ( Read more... )

i hadnt talked to him since the fight ( Read more... )

its never going to work, we broke up and im trying to move on.
it was really cool crying for the majority of the night but i just still cant believe what he said to me.
thanks for the advice though it really helped i love all of you so much and miss ya even more.
LIFE FUCKING SUCKS. but hey, i guess everything will be alright.
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february 2009 has been the worst month of my entire life. never ever have i ever had to deal with anything even close to any of this and honestly i cant even handle it. my best friend is dead and what the fuck i still cant even fathom the idea... i spent every single day of my life with him, he was the person that woke me up every morning and now ( Read more... )

ive never been in a situation like this ( Read more... )

its official... i fucking SUCK at life ( Read more... )