It's a beautiful night for feeling lonely
A beautiful night for being afraid
So raise your hands, you one and onlys
You one of a kinds who feel this way

I don't want to talk, don't want to explain it
I don't want to fuck and I don't want to fight
It's only a feeling, it's fleeting and fading
It's all over the world and it's only tonight
It's a beautiful ( Read more... )

So it's over because I said I was the "Illest Pimp" joking around of course,  and because I said on my away message, "Beating him at his own game." Which was about Justin for God sakes.  And that was one time,  so I did fuck it up.  Because I have a sense of humor...

I don't believe that excuse either...I know the real reason he went out with me, ( Read more... )

Back the fuck up.

I'm ready to go, with my two broken knuckles.

Let's fucking do this, mother fucker(s).

You definately caught me on the wrong day.

That’s rather entertaining.

Who have I fucked over?

Crack whores don’t shoot up dear, well, I suppose they could, but stereotypically speaking, they don’t.

And that comment didn’t bother me in the least because I just have way too much shit going on right now. Not only that, but that information came from Steve T. HAHAHA. The one who fucks 13 year ( Read more... )

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I'm so miserable.  I knew it was just too good to be true.  I knew this would happen.

I'm such an ass hole.  I really am.

How could I fuck this up.  I was so god damn happy and I just threw it all away.

I wish I could go back in time.

Love and Mistakes,

Sin-D

Hey...

Look who's single.

:o\

I don't know what's going on.

But I'm just going to play it by ear.

I'm so fucking confused with everything.

What ever.  I'm going to force myself not to care.

Fuck it.

Yea, you heard me.

I said, fuck it.

Love and Con-fucking-fusion,
Sin-D

First off.   Get off my koolaid.  Mother Fucker.

Now that that's off my chest...

I give up.  I really do.  If it's not going to happen then it's not going to happen.  I'm not going to stress over it.  Screw it.  I'm not attention hungry but hell,  I figure I'd get a call once in a while, right?  What ever, stupid of me to think I'm important enough ( Read more... )

Something's wrong.

Something's horribly wrong.

And I don't think it can be fixed.

I think I'm broken.

Something needs to change.

Love and Mind Fucks,

Sin-D