I'm going insane...

Or am I already there?

I hate you.

Where is he when I need him?

He's the only one I can talk to about this.

But he's not here.

He hasn't been here in years.

But I need him...

And I'll never say good bye.

<3  I miss being your fag hag!!!!

Love and "smoke more often",
Sin-D

I sleep at Ashley's far too often.

And I wake up with crazy drawings on my stomach.  Fuck you, Shane.

Ashley slept all day, poor dear was tuckered. LoL Lazy bitch.  JK.

So I just hung out with Luke, Shane and Jay.  Then I decided I should go home before my mom freaked.  Then, believe it or not...I went to work. O.O I know. Crazzzzzy.

I knew ( Read more... )

Note the new icon, Ashley made it for me.  Thanks Ash!  It's cute...better with out me in it, but still cute.

Spent the day with him again, we went to the fair for a little while and then to Eric's birthday party.  Those kids have grown so much since last I saw, except Dominic (s/p?) ...he's still the same size.  So cute. LoL.

Well, I'm freggin' ( Read more... )

Today was rather weird.  Went to the festival with Luke, Ashley and Nikki.  Monica called Luke to see if he could watch the boys, what I surprise reaction when she found out about me.  I was like "Don't tell her I'm with you!" So, of corse, Luke says, "I'm with Cindy and someother people."  She just wanted to know because she didn't want Luke to ( Read more... )

I'm at Ashley's house, trying to type on her god damned keyboard.

...It's going to hell.

Anyway, I went to the festival today with Ashley and Luke. Saw alot of queer people. ...I hate people.

Saw a boa...wOOt!

I'm really singing to Good Charlotte. >.Alergies suck monkey balls ( Read more... )

And for those of you who think they know what the hell they're talking about probably have no fucking clue.  Because four people know what that entry is about and if any of those four said that then they can suck my dick for calling themselves friends.  You're probably assuming that that entry was about Justin once again, but it's not.  We're ( Read more... )

Please don't let me fuck this up.

This is what I want...

This is honestly what I've wanted for years...

I've finally got it...and I'm so incredibly happy.

All I want now is to keep it.

And I really couldn't care less how many people this pisses off.

I'm finally happy.  REALLY happy.

So...Fuck you.

At least, so far, the only people that matter ( Read more... )

Today was awesome...I actually had a good day, didn't end that well, but it was a great day.

Luke picked me up from Ashley's house and brought me home so I could shower and get ready, then he came back and picked me up and we went to Rhode Island picked up this kid then...well a bunch of crazy running around things.  Anyway we met up with a couple ( Read more... )