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How do you know?
I try my best to be the best I can be. It’s never really enough though. I try my best to think positive thoughts. It’s never really enough though. I want to believe I have the ability to make something last forever. I really don’t think I can though. I’ve never really gone all in. Once I did. Hurt like a bitch when I had to crawl back out though. I ( Read more... ) -
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I want to know that I'm worth fighting for. I'm being taken for granted and it hurts.
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things to remember
I hope my children look back on today and seen a mother who had time to play. There will be years for cleaning and cooking...for children grow up when we're not looking ( Read more... ) -
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Ugh so hungry. Not gonna eat. I've been working out like a maniac. I'm so so so ready to get the baby fat off of me. It's killing me slowly. I feel so disgusting all the time. My clothes still don't fit. Blegh I can't take it.
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Families and babies
I really miss being pregnant. I loved it. I want another baby! I really don't want Oliver to grow up an only child. I kind of hated it, josh said he loves his siblings, I think Oliver deserves a brother or sister. I hope I can convince Joshua. I know Oliver is only 4 months old, but I'd like to be pregnant again around his second birthday, so they ( Read more... ) -
Cloud 9
Randomly, half asleep, Josh just told me he loved being in the hospital when we had Oliver because it was just the three of us and that that's why when we get married he wants a small wedding in a forest or in the mountains. We have never really talked about getting married, I've thought about it sometimes, but not too much. And I'm just kinda ( Read more... ) -
crazy things
realizing you're going to have a baby is the strangest thing. especially when you never really thought it was going to happen to you. or for you i guess ( Read more... ) -
Holy fuck
The other day my friend Megan and I went shopping and got some dinner in an attempt to help with my weird mood lately. After dinner, and on our way home, I told her that my period was a few days late, but I had been reading a few things on the internet that said most girls had a late period after going off the nuvaring so I didnt really think much ( Read more... ) -
Feeling so blah
The past week Anything and everything has just annoyed me. Im gonna blame it on my hormones. It's gotta be because I've been off my ring for a month. Idk what else it could be. I'm waiting on my period. I wonder if I'm pregnant or if my cycle is just thrown off. Either way I should find out in a few days. Actually I should find out now. But it hasn ( Read more... ) -
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Get me out of this car. Wars, cannibals, and killer cantaloupes are not topics I care to talk about.
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