What an adventure this year has been. I have fallen in and out of love with the same person for four years now.. What an odd relationship. I thought about being with this person forever and then at times I felt trapped by him too. It's so hard to let go of my best friend. It's got to be done though. He's chosen someone else and I can't let myself ( Read more... )

wowzers!
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I don't really go out too often but when I do somehow how I always regret it. I think I'll stop. Yeah that's it. Last night I went to one of the most douchiest Halloween parties...Ever Uggggg!! I tried to make the best of it but it was rough! No more ( Read more... )

Free as a bird stuck in a cage. I want to get a new job. I'm so tired of the same old tired faces. I need a release. I thought I knew what I wanted and it turns out what I desired is poison to my life. My cure has gone and left with good reason. The more time I spend away the less I crave. I want to cut off all ties and burn all bridges. Maybe in ( Read more... )

I joined facebook recently. I really didn't want to but got pressured into it..sometimes its cool to catch up with old friends. But after the whole catch up on life its like hmm what to talk about now?? You have no idea wants going on my life and i have no idea whats going on in yours. Nor do you or i probably care. There isnt really anybody ( Read more... )

Ugh im sick and i think the only time i have time to write a journal entry is when i am stuck at home with nothing to do ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i have written a blog! do people even blog anymore? hmm I wouldn't know. man my typing sucks worse than normal today ( Read more... )

i feel like i need something new. i want to meet new people and be in a new place.

At home...sick again. This time I think i have been food poisoined!! ugh I have been sick since sunday. what a bummer ( Read more... )

im kind of stressed out ( Read more... )