What if I don't want to be that strong and resilient girl you think I am and all I want to do is curl up with someone who knows me (good and bad) and just cry because it's all gotten to be too much.
I wish my little mind would stop reeling so I could get some sleep. I'm going to crash & burn real quick but it's totally worth it. I wish I wasn't such a responsible adult - I'd be on the first plane out of here and crashing on Tabby's floor.
Fine. Fine! I'm sure all the people who I haven't talked to in a year are wondering what the hell I'm doing with myself. And the people who i do talk to are bitching at me cuz I never update. Anyways. On to the last 8 months of my life
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Warm summer night. Country concert. It rained the same, my hair dried the same. Between that and the dream I had where you held me and kissed me like we were "trying it again" all over again I'm having a hard time
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